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Who is that?

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Okay so we've all heard the song "Reflection" by Christina Aguliera from the Mulan Soundtrack right? How many of you can really relate to that song? I know I can, just the other day... I woke up went to the bathroom, and I didn't recognize my own face How is that? The person that we thing we are.... Is it the one that we look like? I mean honestly until I was six years old and saw "Rosewood" and "Malcom X", I thought that I was white, with long hair, and blue eyes. I mean, I saw myself but I didn't think it was me, I thought it was just a mask and that I couldn't find my zipper. Then I saw those movies and realized that it wasn't a dream this was really me. Today as an ambitious, and anxiety troubled, nine-teen year old I still don't believe that who I look at in the mirror every day is me. Or basically, it's not who I wanna be. Then I question myself that...if it's not who I wanna be... Then who am I? How do I find myself..